Well lets see I just wanted to write a little about how I've been doing. Well I don't go online that much anymore and I should be scanning a whole bunch of new stuff soon so everyone should be happy. Well resently I meet this guy. Thought we haven't knew eachother to long we are doing great. I never knew how enjoyable life is until you are happy. Well I found what makes me happy. His name is Ryan. Well let me type about him some. As for how we met. Well I was online in a chat room and I was talking to my sister in that chat room and just hanging out talking to all kinds of people. Well I was talking to this one guy for a while and I left the computer and went and called him cuz he asked me to. Well when I came back to the computer after a while, and had all kinds of people trying to talk to me. Well I was clicking the people away i seen one and all they wrote me was KoRn RuLeS. So of course I had to answer back. Well we started talking and next thing you know I really got interested in that guy. Well a while down the road we figured a way for him to get a vacation from work and come and see me and stay here for 10 days. Well the whole time I am waiting for Ryan to come which was days and days. I thought to myself the whole time this guy isn't going to like me. But well the day finally came, and we decided we would meet at Wal Mart in the toys section. Well I was walking with my sister and when I spoted him in an asile I was like OMG this guy is so hott!!!!!!! And he just smiled when he seen me. Well I have to say those 10 days were the best days of my life. I can't believe how much we have grown so far together as a couple. I have had a couple of realionships in my life and I have never ever felt this way for a man in my life. So to say the most we are now living together with another couple which are moving out in febuary so its going to be just me and him. For once in my life I feel everything is going to be okay. And I owe the internet a lot right now. I don't see how I could have been with out him. I mean I love him, my family loves him. We are so much alike and still haven't disaggread about anything yet. Well I know it will happen but I so think we where meant for eachother. He's something a little strange my x- boyfriends mom even thinks he is great for me. Finally I know what love is like. I now know the true meaning of love. It's so great and so unexplainable. Well I guess I should go ahead and end this for now but I will be writing much more soon.

My baby Ryan and Me taken around 12:30am on january 28th, 2003 |